Just A Vision

He answered my prayers

I knew so, or I just thought so

When he gave me all the answers

When he listened to me,

Granted my wishes

Comforted me with all the love I needed, or it was just a trap

 

As he saved me when I prayed for salvation

He protected me when I prayed for safety

When I was lost he offered a way back,

He gave me everything fast, free and fairly

Without any cost,

As a free offering of a great life, or It was just a trap

 

He offered healing when I was dying,

When I was broke he offered gold and silver, which cost eternal death

He offered eternal life, covering eternal death

Those tears covered by a big smile,

Sadness covered by happiness,

He convinced me that life is meaningless without money,

Yet money is meaningless without a life.

He convinced me that God doesn’t exist so I could believe in him

 

 

I felt blessed, to live a cursed life

Or maybe I was

All his good, great achievements

All the wondering and amazing ways which led to death

The success that led to struggle

The healing at a cost of a life

But it was just a vision